The Mind

I can tell that my heart and mind are trying to get into sync about this pilgimage. Each night I dream that I am in a place that I do not recognize. I am happy and peaceful, but each night by the end of the dream, I find myself getting ready to leave the place. Different dreams have different people there to remind me that it is time to leave. One night, it was Mom and Dad. I am coming to terms with the fact that as much as I hate walking and hiking, this will be the very first place the Lord will have to work in my life. Saturday I took a nice long walk all around the harbor....it was great...but it was not even 2 miles. I know that walking is difficult, not because it is physical, but because I cannot multi-task while I am doing it. This is the the dark corner of my heart and mind that will need to be luminated. Learning to just be....whatever that means.